THE DEVIL=LIVED=EGO

The DEVIL spelled backwards is LIVED! Indeed, it is your past experience that formed this DEVIL of an idea of who you are. But you aren’t your past, you aren’t an addict, an abuser, a victim, a fool, a glutton, or anything else your past has tried to convince you, you are.……You are more than the life you LIVED/DEVIL. 

This “DEVIL” of an identity was formed out of the DUST/LIES of your past. The EGO is the FATHER of all LIES. It is a LIE to begin with, for your EGO is not real and does not exist. This is your adversary, your enemy that is trying to devour you. 

Your EGO is prince of this world.  Your EGO is the one that condemns you, blames you, and tries to destroy you. Your EGO will lie to you, steal from you, and ultimately destroy you… If you don't resist your EGO. Your EGO is the one who killed your TRUE NATURE as God's child. Your EGO was a murderer from the beginning. Because when you believed your EGO was really in fact YOU, your TRUE NATURE was put to death. 

Bubbling away ready to explode…
The ego of Satan is callous…
calculated…fearless…Bold…
Emotions sets the soul a blaze…
fireworks explode dazzling the brain…
Blindness takes over 
as you loss control…
the one on the receiving end 
will lose their soul....

This DEVIL is the carnal EGO of man. This is the enemy hiding in plain sight. It is the YOU, you think you are but are not. Now not everyone is ready to hear this. Most believe there is an enemy outside of them working hard to ruin their lives, but this is just another lie....

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Asking the Devil to Dance....

I have for the longest time I have been in the process of embracing the devil! I took a long hard look at it and loved it to death. (quite literally actually)....now for those of you that are praying for my soul and are scared of the fire breathing beast with horns and pitchfork…. I have but one thing to say,  "God bless you, because that is not what I meant."

The devil I'm referring to is the one that Jesus and every great master teacher before and after tried to tell you about....yes the devil is a liar, the anti-force we call “the ego” that thing that makes false promises based on lies, pain, anger, loneliness, pride whatever works. That devil is the opposing force that keeps us trapped in a jail of our own making. This thing that kept me from the peace and happiness I feel now....is a liar. It got stronger with every resentment, every painful memory or unresolved lesson. It grew and created a series of ups and down, a false sense of security, a growing emptiness that I attempted to fill with knowledge, material things, work, even religion...anything and everything that could possibly fill the void.  

Until I reached the realization that nothing was gong to fill it.  This was the point in my life, that I decided to turn back towards the devil and I asked it to dance.  I told it "you know what, never been scared of the religious description of you, hell and fire ha...I ate that for breakfast during my childhood and infancy!!!! So then, what are you really...? because I'm tired of this ridiculous roller coaster ride and it's high time to face you."

 So I did what everyone has been saying for years and I dove back into myself. I faced myself, looked into the mirror and looked right into the devil's eyes. I looked under every nook and cranny for my inner child, for every painful thing I buried, for every resentment until the reflection in the mirror was finally my own. I faced my ego, the demon within and loved it to death....I loved it until my own daughter didn't recognize me....until nothing hurt, until there was nothing left to hide or feel guilty about until the only thing left was my self....without hidden pain anger or resentment, even the weight that enjoys playing yo-yo with me is gone.

This me ....this beautiful me... is free and in love with everything that got me here. This place.... where I ask and it is given, this peaceful tranquil energy that makes me want to thank God for every breath. This place that is always warm, cozy and satisfied .... This beautiful dimension called heaven...my only prayer is that everyone have the courage to forgive the past, forgive anything and everything you can remember and everything you can't remember....simply by setting the intention......

 Dare to break free from the illusion, into the darkness, into the hell of your own making and walk right into the paradise within! To walk the spiritual path in earnest is to find out what we're made of and how much we are truly willing to give up in order to come to the end of the division within ourselves.  The price for that kind of profound and deeply liberating simplicity is too high for most, because that price is ego death... That means dealing with all of our being, to purify ourselves from every attachment, gross and subtle, to the narcissistic ego, that demon of false individuality that masquerades as our own self and whose task it is to keep us, at all costs, separate from our own heart.

Serving those in need

People make mistakes all the time but allowing them to do so is part of the growing process. These are the necessary lessons that build character and develop who they will be in life. Attempting to hinder that process, not only handicaps those we love, it shows lack of faith in them. For a parent who is accustomed to keeping their children away from a hot stove, it is perhaps one of the hardest things to do. Allow your child to fall and have faith that they will pick themselves up. 
It is in those moments of darkness that can trap our loved ones that we can lose our heads and dive head first into the dark with them. Anything to save them from succumbing to the choices that do not serve them. But we cannot empathize with their condition whatever it maybe because despite our best intentions enabling any time away from the light does not serve anyone. Any and all efforts to “be there” and “support” those in need must come from a point of strength. 
This is not only true for parents but for light-workers and light-warriors. Many of us, myself included, have an ingrained desire to serve others, tattooed on our souls. It is simply what we do and we can’t help ourselves, but we must remember that it is not our job to save others. We are here to serve as examples, we can guide, we can give advice and when it is followed it helps, but we must remember, that when it is not followed, it also helps. 
These are the lessons that we must move out of the way for and let them figure it out the very same way we did, through trial and error. That is when it is necessary to step aside, and believe in the individuals’ strength, success and power to overcome. It is the only point of view that serves them. 
love every last person in need, those feeling trapped by abuse, their past, addictions, circumstances whatever the case may be but I can no longer feel sorry or bad about this. Feeding energy into that reality will only serve the darkness. From now on, all I can believe in the Godly state of perfection of every human being on this planet. That is my only truth and the only thing that will have a never ending source of power to overcome. 


Oh sisterWhat's wrong with your mind?You used to be so strong and stableMy sisterWhat made you fall from grace?I'm sorry that I was not there to catch youOh sisterThose lines etched in your handsThey're hardened and rough like a road map of sorrowMy sisterThere is a sadness on your faceYou're like a motherless child longing for comfortWhat's running through your veinsThat's causing you such pain?Does it have something to do with the pills they gave to you?What is eating at your soul?Was it the whispering ghosts that left you out in the cold?What have the demons done?With the luminous light that once shined from your eyesWhat makes you feel so aloneIs it the whispering ghostsThat you feared the mostThe blackness in your heart won't last foreverI know it's tearing you apart, but it's a storm you can weather

NAMASTE --THE HIDDEN ONE.