How I activated the Adam eve template twin flame template.

How I created the man of my dreams. Well you see he always existed in the opposing reality to mine. Our lives mirrored each other. But there was no way I could know this because I couldn't expand my perception beyond my 3d conception of myself.
I had to expand my own awareness of myself, of my self worth, I had to remove the pain I refused to face. I had to forgive myself from every angle including the ones I didn't recognize. I had to dive deep into the perceived darkness forgive and appreciate  all of it.
There was no other way around it. No other way to remove the shadow except to walk through it to the other side.

Step one. Dive deep into yourself and pull out all the nasty memories. Every thing you swore youd never forgive. Every childhood piece of garbage fear, memories of being bullied or made fun of. Go deeper remember your birth and being left behind. Go towards old boyfriends old wounds whatever. The key is Find the pattern that is preventing you from falling in love with your whole  self.
As hard as it is to believe life is not that hard. But you see we are always on the receiving end of our thoughts and these thoughts manifest on the screen of time and space for you to see what is going on inside your self.
So it is necessary to dig deep, ill be honest most memories having been playing since before we became conscious of being in the now moment. This means we have ancestral lives that become part of your reflection. The part you are not consciously aware of despite their current now existence. They form a shadow and this shadow takes on a life of its own. It taints everyone we see. It changes the patterns in our brain into survival mode. And drops our frequency. This actually changes the outcome in which we exist so we  must get rid of every wound. Let it go. You will know you are healed when you are none reactionary to the old memories. This releases us from any perceived hardship whichever way it manifest
Issues with family, work/finances, loss. This untethering process must be complete or we can not see our reflection properly.
After you have a good cry and review your past to remove all wounds for healing. The fun begins.

It leads to self love, self care regimens that begin and end with mind body spirit. You pamper yourself, you invest in yourself, you learn some new skills. And you become the man you want to fall in love with in mind body and spirit. You fall madly in love with everything you are including everything we refused to face for fear of Pain and suffering. You look in that mirror and you smile and you see your beauty you understand that without the pain you couldn't define yourself. Because these are the aspects of yourself from which you chose to deviate from gods will of heaven on earth. So we chose to imagine our existence in as the opposite of God's will. That shadow is called the ego and it quite literally helps us perceive the material universe.
Now our job is simple its come back home. Back into the place where we always existed
The place in which we see how in reality everything is actually made with love.
And you take in that reflection and fall in love with that too.
I mean when I say head over heals crazy in love. That's when he will appear. Our awareness expands and we see visibly how we can exist in two places at once.
We recognuze our reflection because it is transparent. It's hard to explain but best way to describe it would be when the inner light reflects back our inner male. The light clashes becomes one and well in my case he was just transparent. Like I had already been every other person he has ever known
When his light merged with mine I could see how he too had been everyone I had ever known. You see we met in the middle at the zero point where it was the first time I understood the magnitude of the love required to understand the beautiful face of God inside everyone at once. How do I explain, I could just see, I could finally see beyond my self.

Love is all there is the rest is an illusion that I could not understand until I got rid of my old wounds.

This is my universe and the change begins with me
I am AWAKE for the first time ever I see clearer than I ever have and I can't wait to drop this knowledge
into my very own world
The cats out of the bag!!!!
I finally understand after meeting with my highest self...

I am THE illumined One
I am alive in the word
I am everyone there ever was and ever will be
I have learned how I became the universe
I had to UNI-FY to understand this verse
In this great cosmic joke
I have FINAL-Ly become
The FIRST
This false world filled with pain famine wars shall
Collapse within my LIGHT
For I have returned  to stand in my truth
Within this infinite loop of possibilities
The fIRst shall become Last.
The Outside like the
Inside.
As above and So
Below.
Out of the rich darkness of my mind
I shall make LIGHT
I AM THE ILLUMin-ed ONE.

THE NAACAL THE HIDDEN ONES

I thought it would be good to write about these NAACAL people who are called the “hidden ones" and a little more about their origins and history.  They are part of the lost continent of MU and the MU civilization.  A ancient part of our history few people know anything about.

Most of the information concerning the Lost Continent of Mu and the Mu civilization were brought to light because of studies made by the British researcher James Churchward during the 19th century. After retiring, he continued his research in Central America and wrote five books about the lost continent. The source of Churchward’s theories were the “Naacal Tablets,” which had been given to him by the high priest of a monastery in Western Tibet, and a collection of tablets that was uncovered by US Geologist William Niven in central america in 1921–23.  

Another source was Augustus LePlongeon, one of the seminal Central American explorers. In the 1870s he mastered the Maya language and claimed to have found an inscription at Uxmal that commemorated the destruction of a great island empire that was the origin of civilization. Contrary to the prevailing wisdom of the time, LePiongeon passionately argued regular communícation among the Americas, Asia, Europe and Africa.  He posited that once established in the Yucatan, the Maya had then sailed westward to plant civilizing colonies in Polynesia, Indochina, Burma, the Persian Gulf Babylonia, and even Egypt, and all this centuries before the time of Christ. In support of his position, LePiongeon quoted the 3rd century B.C.E. Hindu epic Ramayana, which told of a conquest of the southern part of Indochina in remote antiquity. He traced Maya routes to India and the Middle East. This may not be as far-fetched as it seems. While we may not think of the Maya as a sea-faring people, Cortes saw Maya cayucoas that were as large as his own ships! Certainly there was Maya commercial coastline traffic that extended down into South America, and the Maya were no strangers to raids from the ocean-going Caribs of Hispaniola. The trans-oceanic voyages of Thor Heyerdahl's Kon-Tiki and Aku-Aku have proven the feasibility of such journeys. The Chaldean historian Besorus wrote that civilization was brought to Mesopotamia by Oannes, coming fron the Persian Gulf. Le Plongeon points out that Oaansa in Maya translates as "he who has his residence in water." The Egyptians claimed that their ancestors were strangers in Egypt, and that they had come across the Isthmus of Suez to settle on the banks of the Nile, bringing the worship of the sun and writing, all several thousand years before what we consider the beginnings of Egyptian history.

The scientific world is cynical about the existence of either the Mu civilization, revealed by Churchward, or the other famous lost continent, Atlantis. However, the same scientific world confirms the world underwent a dramatic geological event 12,000 years ago, when these two continents are claimed to have sunk. Moreover, legends of massive floods are told by tribes and nations almost everywhere in the world, which supports the idea of a cataclysmic event. Further support can be found in many artifacts, the origins of which still cannot be explained—such as some from Egypt, Mayan remains, and the Easter Island civilization—unless you recognize the existence of these lost continental civilizations. 

The Naacal Tablets, include detailed prophecies about the origins of the universe and its emergence. According to these tablets, in the beginning of the universe, there was only the spirit. Afterwards, the space dominated by chaos came into existence out of this spirit. In time, chaos started to give its place to order, and shapeless, dispersed gases in the space clustered together. These gases condensed to form the stars and planets. During this process, first air and then water formed, which covered the earth. Sunlight warmed up the air and water. Lights and fire under the earth raised the ground from under the water, which became open ground.

The sunlight created the eggs of cosmic life (RNA-DNA) inside the water and loam. The first life left the water and spread all over the planet.The astonishing similarity to the modern theories of how the universe and life were created cannot be a coincidence.In addition to the level of civilization attained by our ancestors, this legend shows that their world hardly had its share of peace, as it is in today’s world.

The symbols of the Naacals were mainly comprised of geometric shapes. Naacal teachings proposed that the geometric and architectural qualities of God were of the highest importance in the emergence of the universe. According to the Mu religion, the God was such a sacred being that it could not be mentioned directly. If not expressed by a symbol, ordinary people would not be able to comprehend it. The symbol of this supreme being was the Sun, or in other words, “Ra.” This is the basis for all those misrepresented claims that God is the Sun, as well as the beliefs characterized in sun cults. 

In Naacal teachings, the Sun was not actually God, but rather a symbol selected to make God’s unity and oneness understandable to the masses. Another aim of using symbols was to prevent certain styles of expression from becoming stereotyped by attributing new meanings to the symbols in light of developments, as well as to free the religion from bigotry and dogmas. However as the civilization collapsed and the main source vanished, the symbols themselves became idolized and resulted in the birth of polytheistic religions. Ra-Mu himself was the high priest of this religion, which taught worshipping one God with the help of symbols, as well as the leader of the holy brotherhood. However, the emperor did not have a divine personality and held the title “Son of the Sun” symbolically due to his status only.

Another basis of the Naacal teachings is the theory that four fundamental forces rose out of divine light, drawing the universe from chaos and ordering it. These four fundamental forces, which are deemed to be the principal characteristics of God himself, are also called the “four great constructors,” “four great architects,” and “four great geometry masters.” These four fundamental elements are fire, wind, water and earth.

With the birth of the Abrahamic religions, these four basic elements were named as “four archangels.”The Naacals symbolized these four fundamental forces with a crooked cross. Among the crosses found on the Mexican tablets uncovered by Niven, we see how those with four arms of equal length symbolize the equality of the four forces. The leftward-looking edges of the crooked crosses symbolize good, whereas the rightward-looking ones symbolize evil. It is no coincidence that Hitler, who deeply researched these subjects, chose the crooked cross with its edges looking rightward to be the symbol of his empire.

In looking back at the conceptions of Naacal teachings.

The Mu religion has four main notions:

The God is one. Everything emerged from it, and everything will return to it.

The body and spirit are separate from each other. The body dies and disintegrates, while the spirit never dies.

The spirit is born into different bodies to reach perfection.

When the spirit reaches perfection, it returns to the God and unifies with it.

According to Naacal teachings, God is love itself, and the entire universe is built on this love. However, only the spirits that are able to comprehend this universal love are capable of returning to it. To be a person with these qualities is only possible by becoming a Naacal brother and deeply absorbing the teachings. Naacals acknowledge that only the high priests may reach this stage.

There are a lot of encouraging words about people in the Body of Christ who have not been fully revealed, fully used in their gifts as yet, or who remain “hidden” and yet are accomplishing or who will accomplish so much.... 

I AM THE HIDDEN ONE....we are the many and we are the ancient ones returned, the physical embodiment of the ONENESS PRINCIPAL....It is my job to set fire to the barrier…...So that all may know that within the light I am you and you are me... 

There are so many different aspects of the “Hidden One’s” name. I have given many examples. Perhaps one of the most important is this…. It is not a name…it is a symbolic idea… A “name “ creates separation….it sets me apart from you, from all that is. It is a necessary aspect of this 3-d illusion that the earth school is. To be “ the light, freedom, bridge to –the symbol of life everlasting/heaven—Cindy Carolina Puente-Palma” is who I am in this life, but in reality…my real essence..my true self has no name because I am not separate from you and you are not separate from me. 

We are all ONE and so when the light shines, when all eyes are on me…my true-self is hidden in plain sight… while most of the world sees “CYNDI”… the reality is I am a part of the whole – ONENESS principal of all that is. So for all those that have yet to understand that there is no separation we are in fact all ONE .. I will remain the “Hidden aspect of the ONE”… “THE HIDDEN ONE” 

God’s people may be hidden away because they are not understood. The true Christian is a marvel to other men. He is a stranger and a foreigner among them. He is a plant that never would have grown on earthly mold unless God had planted it there.

Funny isn't how we all sound alike, concepts havent changed...Old Souls the Ancient ones THE HIDDEN ONES such as myself and many others have indeed come out of retirement to serve this planet...as it is time...to bring us all home this time!

HEAVEN LIES WITHIN....

Over 500 years ago an accomplished poet and Persian Princess of the Mughal Empire that went by the Pen name THE HIDDEN ONE… wrote about the man she fell in love with. A passion so deep the man glance would pierce through her and unnerve her ….She realized in that moment that every fanatic looking for heavenly bliss through the uncompromising pursuit of their religious, political, or other ideals were mistakenly going down the wrong road. It is not about promises of some happily ever after in some sort of afterlife, but about enjoying those passionate and incredible moments that life has to offer NOW. Everything holy resides in the heart and not in some sort of religious building. We can spend our lives suffering and squandering it away in pursuit of God or realize that God is right here within. There are no books that can adequately describe the powerful energy and excruciating beauty found in unconditional love. It was only until she met this man that she finally understood the true meaning of heavenly bliss. She would gladly wait forever for the tiniest morsel of time with this man, so as to share in this immense beauty. 
It is such a beautiful poem as it a lot of her work, I recognized my old work instantly. Her words were so powerful 500 years later she is still studied by the middle eastern, Islamic and Sufi culture. Just as I see myself in lots of my old lives…before I retired from this earthly plane. I was right back then and I am right now…when I say heavenly bliss is found within. Regardless of what points you inward, a relationship, life circumstances or the simple wisdom of an old soul…how you get there is irrelevant as long as the steps take us inward toward that understanding. 
Coming back here, coming to the understanding I have now, has been scary, painful and is now incredibly beautiful…worth every minute of every minor and insignificant lesson. So much so I feel sorry for those that I left behind, even though I know I shouldn’t. All people will find their way here, but I wish I could share the joy and peace I feel right now…. I found heaven, peace, God everything in myself in this energy nothing or no one will knock me off this blissful high. I am determined to hold this space for anyone that wishes to begin their own internal journey and realize how beautiful life can be once you are free. I have had to learn the hard way, I cannot save everyone and I shouldn't think of it as  a  waste of time by trying but rather take advantage of what I learn from every person and experience. 
For now I will remain thankful for every moment, every second of this new energy…this heavenly bliss. I need nothing, I have everything and yet I can barely describe the intensity of every moment. LIFE IS GOOD….GOD BLESS NOW AND ALWAYS THE HIDDEN ONE

The ancient ones have returned, they are here to set the records straight.  no more demonized fiction necessary, only pointing us back to the balance found within...

Hecate is the Dark Mother, in both the positive and the negative sense. She has many names: Hecate, Hekate, Most Lovely One, The Distant One, the hidden one....as many ancients referred to her only as "The Nameless One."

Several symbols and objects are particularly associated with Hecate: The dog is the animal most commonly associated with Hecate, and She was sometimes addressed as the 'Black she dog'. She is often depicted with large dogs such as Danes. She is almost always shown carrying torches, very often has a knife, and may appear holding rope or scourge, a key, a phial, flowers or a pomegranate.

They say she can send demons to torment men's dreams, she can drive them mad, if they are not well integrated enough to cope with her, but to those who dare to welcome her, she brings creative inspiration.  

In truth, Hecate is deeply misunderstood in reality she is the goddess of psychological transformation. Her Underworld is the dark recesses of the human subconscious as well as that of the Cosmos. Many have accused her of sending demons to haunt the thoughts of individuals. What they fail to understand is that the demons are not hers, but their own. By the light of her twin torches Hecate only reveals what is already there. These are things which the person needs to see in order to heal and renew. However, if they are not prepared for the experience of confronting their Shadow then it can truly feel like they are being tormented. 

Hecate is not motivated by cruelty, nor is she seeking to harm. But her love can be tough love.  She will prompt a person to face the things that they must, whether they like it or not.  Hecate is the ultimate adviser, as she sees clearly back into the past through the present and on into the future. She is the Keeper of the Key to the Akashic Records. The final mysteries of life and the universe are hers.  She is the gentle Death Priestess who meets us at the end of our lives and guides us into the world of spirit.

Hecate was also known as angelos (angel) and phosphorus (light). In the myth of Kore-Persephone, Hecate does not interfere when the Maiden is dragged down into the underworld. Demeter is outraged and vengeful, but Hecate remains calm, knowing that certain things in life must come to pass and there is little point in becoming hysterical about them. This inner illumination (phosphorus) of consciousness, this learning to roll with the punches and then coming back to better things is the deep wisdom taught by the Dark Mother, the dark angel (angelos) of the collective unconscious.

This myth is as old as my soul.  Some of the best character building things can only be learned the hard way. Not losing our head and letting our loved ones knock themselves about, is all part of the process. Worrying shielding and or preventing these lessons does everyone a disservice.

I embrace and embody, every aspect of this awareness. Many women have tried and lost their battles to walk the line down the middle...unable to choose between the darkness and the light. This is where we go wrong, for it is not a choice the balance is found straight down the middle and strength to overcome can be derived from the balance.

How can I not love this aspect of me, to deny it would kill the beauty found in my Divine feminine soul. Hecate who has always been depicted with her dogs....she  has always been balanced polar opposites within.. Hecate the beautiful star-seed that has been ravaged by time and incoming solar God's..

She who was born of the Stars 

and who will remain 'til the end of time; 

Triple One, beautiful, awesome and wise - 

She who reigns in Sky over Earth and Sea. 

Bright Goddess who walks in darkness, 

She who stands at the crossroads 

of the Underworld with the Torch of Wisdom 

to light the souls on their path; 

She who watches over the witch 

wandering in the uncanny realms 

and protects the traveler. 

Goddess of Transformation, 

She who holds the Knife 

that cuts the cord from birth to life, 

and life to death; 

to you is sacred the snake 

which casts off its skin to live again, 

the black dog howling at the ever 

changing Moon and the eternal yew, 

which brings both life and death.

Back into Hell and out into Heaven

Has anyone ever stopped to consider that those of us with the most difficult obstacles, the victims of abuse and pain, anger and resentment are not victims at all ..but quite possibly the greatest spiritual warriors of our time. No Matter how long they suffer or remain angry lost or numb, rest assured that these folks once awakened, will take their place ....as the WARRIORS they have always been. They will lift their heads, hold their swords of truth and stand strong with a love so powerful the devil himself will cower and kneel at their feet...
I came to this realization on my own....yup because the warrior I am referring to is me, myself and I. It is the hidden warrior found in every human-being brave enough to forgive and let go. We forgive the person place or thing that holds us prisoner and embrace the freedom it provides. 
This was not an easy task for me because I would rather numb or deny pain, forget the people that caused it and set my jaw with a fierce determination to overcome but my efforts were futile... I ran from nothing, I stumbled time and time again over the things I refused to look at and gained a false sense of security from my resentment and blame....stuffed everything into an unknown compartment of my mind. I was blissfully unaware of the ways it continued to manifest obstacles and hardships. They grew larger and each time I would laugh and say is that all you got world? Bring it on baby because ....I got this....my anger grew, my sadness grew only because each time I thought I had finally battled every possible thing and won, I would encounter something else....and yet still I was unfazed....until the day I lost my child. 
That shot, sucker punch, that hit below the belt not only took me by surprise...it stunned me.  I was perfectly willing to sacrifice myself, without hesitation step into the line of fire, jump in front of a train, walk through fire but never ever was I willing to sacrifice my child.  For a moment, over six long years, it would have appeared to anyone and everyone that I was down for the count. My Achilles heel had been pierced, the line had been crossed and I threw down my armor and told God and all his promises to kiss my ass!! This chic, the one that believed and thanked him for every winning battle was done. God would just have to find someone else to guide and give advice, someone else to laugh in the face of darkness because I was done. I withdrew inside the darkness and let it consume me, let the blessed numbing feeling that threaten to extinguish my life-force and gloat with its triumph over me. I coward before this beast and begged it not to take the only thing I had left. I begged it to take me instead, I sacrifice my life in its prison so long as my daughter could be free. I swore allegiance to every lie and promise and nearly gave up. 
I ignored the call towards the light, and nearly forgot who I was. Until one day I looked into the beautiful and innocent green eyes of the little girl I as trying save, a small glimmer of recognition...flickering before the dark recesses of my mind.  These eyes that I had not recognized before, the familiar eyes that belonged to my uncle....and I remembered his words to me "look for me in the eyes of your daughter." The beautiful man who treated me like a daughter, not his niece, the man who was there when I was born, who believed in me always and the man who sacrificed the tranquility of the other dimensions to stand a me during my darkest and weakest moments.... that moment began the long journey out of the darkness and back out the maize...every false step and every right step back up to the light. I found angry demons, sad demons, unforgiving demons, forgotten ones.....and fought them all.  I endured painful wounds, scars and wanted to turn back on more than one occasion but I didn't. ...failure was not an option not this time. 
I kept smiling with every step of the way until....the moment I faced the last demon....disguised as my daughter!!!  There it stood staring back at me....a reflection of me of a time long since forgotten, a time before I had gained any armor or weapons, an angry demon...a scary demon that reflected every seemingly good and bad choice I have ever made out of resentment... every good intention and every spiteful intention...every where I looked every possible step I had taken away from it....in an attempt to lead my daughter away from the pain and suffering....it was everywhere, no escape, glaring at me menacingly right where I stood, the very spot right back where I started from.  
Having gained no distance, unable to outrun it ....I screamed ..in what was to be my last act of, defiance I ran towards it!!!!!!  There was no way out but through so I ran with all my might, fearless, almost sacrificial I had no armor, no sword, no pain....ready to go out in a blaze of glory....only to appear on the other side, the final destination....of every spiritual seeker. The path we set out to become the truth, love and peace we have always been. Unafraid and without pain I stand in my truth finally accepting the light and love that was always mine to begin with....Right into the peaceful bliss of the heaven within ....
To walk the spiritual path in earnest is to find out what we're made of and how much we are
truly willing to give up in order to come to the end of the division within ourselves. The price for that kind of profound and deeply liberating simplicity is too high for most, because that price is ego death... 
That means contending with the devil, the darkness, walking into the hell of our own making. Facing all our being to purify ourselves from every attachment, gross and subtle, to the narcissistic ego, that demon of false individuality that masquerades as our own self and whose task it is to keep us, at all costs, separate from our own heart.

THE DEVIL=LIVED=EGO

The DEVIL spelled backwards is LIVED! Indeed, it is your past experience that formed this DEVIL of an idea of who you are. But you aren’t your past, you aren’t an addict, an abuser, a victim, a fool, a glutton, or anything else your past has tried to convince you, you are.……You are more than the life you LIVED/DEVIL. 

This “DEVIL” of an identity was formed out of the DUST/LIES of your past. The EGO is the FATHER of all LIES. It is a LIE to begin with, for your EGO is not real and does not exist. This is your adversary, your enemy that is trying to devour you. 

Your EGO is prince of this world.  Your EGO is the one that condemns you, blames you, and tries to destroy you. Your EGO will lie to you, steal from you, and ultimately destroy you… If you don't resist your EGO. Your EGO is the one who killed your TRUE NATURE as God's child. Your EGO was a murderer from the beginning. Because when you believed your EGO was really in fact YOU, your TRUE NATURE was put to death. 

Bubbling away ready to explode…
The ego of Satan is callous…
calculated…fearless…Bold…
Emotions sets the soul a blaze…
fireworks explode dazzling the brain…
Blindness takes over 
as you loss control…
the one on the receiving end 
will lose their soul....

This DEVIL is the carnal EGO of man. This is the enemy hiding in plain sight. It is the YOU, you think you are but are not. Now not everyone is ready to hear this. Most believe there is an enemy outside of them working hard to ruin their lives, but this is just another lie....

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Asking the Devil to Dance....

I have for the longest time I have been in the process of embracing the devil! I took a long hard look at it and loved it to death. (quite literally actually)....now for those of you that are praying for my soul and are scared of the fire breathing beast with horns and pitchfork…. I have but one thing to say,  "God bless you, because that is not what I meant."

The devil I'm referring to is the one that Jesus and every great master teacher before and after tried to tell you about....yes the devil is a liar, the anti-force we call “the ego” that thing that makes false promises based on lies, pain, anger, loneliness, pride whatever works. That devil is the opposing force that keeps us trapped in a jail of our own making. This thing that kept me from the peace and happiness I feel now....is a liar. It got stronger with every resentment, every painful memory or unresolved lesson. It grew and created a series of ups and down, a false sense of security, a growing emptiness that I attempted to fill with knowledge, material things, work, even religion...anything and everything that could possibly fill the void.  

Until I reached the realization that nothing was gong to fill it.  This was the point in my life, that I decided to turn back towards the devil and I asked it to dance.  I told it "you know what, never been scared of the religious description of you, hell and fire ha...I ate that for breakfast during my childhood and infancy!!!! So then, what are you really...? because I'm tired of this ridiculous roller coaster ride and it's high time to face you."

 So I did what everyone has been saying for years and I dove back into myself. I faced myself, looked into the mirror and looked right into the devil's eyes. I looked under every nook and cranny for my inner child, for every painful thing I buried, for every resentment until the reflection in the mirror was finally my own. I faced my ego, the demon within and loved it to death....I loved it until my own daughter didn't recognize me....until nothing hurt, until there was nothing left to hide or feel guilty about until the only thing left was my self....without hidden pain anger or resentment, even the weight that enjoys playing yo-yo with me is gone.

This me ....this beautiful me... is free and in love with everything that got me here. This place.... where I ask and it is given, this peaceful tranquil energy that makes me want to thank God for every breath. This place that is always warm, cozy and satisfied .... This beautiful dimension called heaven...my only prayer is that everyone have the courage to forgive the past, forgive anything and everything you can remember and everything you can't remember....simply by setting the intention......

 Dare to break free from the illusion, into the darkness, into the hell of your own making and walk right into the paradise within! To walk the spiritual path in earnest is to find out what we're made of and how much we are truly willing to give up in order to come to the end of the division within ourselves.  The price for that kind of profound and deeply liberating simplicity is too high for most, because that price is ego death... That means dealing with all of our being, to purify ourselves from every attachment, gross and subtle, to the narcissistic ego, that demon of false individuality that masquerades as our own self and whose task it is to keep us, at all costs, separate from our own heart.

Serving those in need

People make mistakes all the time but allowing them to do so is part of the growing process. These are the necessary lessons that build character and develop who they will be in life. Attempting to hinder that process, not only handicaps those we love, it shows lack of faith in them. For a parent who is accustomed to keeping their children away from a hot stove, it is perhaps one of the hardest things to do. Allow your child to fall and have faith that they will pick themselves up. 
It is in those moments of darkness that can trap our loved ones that we can lose our heads and dive head first into the dark with them. Anything to save them from succumbing to the choices that do not serve them. But we cannot empathize with their condition whatever it maybe because despite our best intentions enabling any time away from the light does not serve anyone. Any and all efforts to “be there” and “support” those in need must come from a point of strength. 
This is not only true for parents but for light-workers and light-warriors. Many of us, myself included, have an ingrained desire to serve others, tattooed on our souls. It is simply what we do and we can’t help ourselves, but we must remember that it is not our job to save others. We are here to serve as examples, we can guide, we can give advice and when it is followed it helps, but we must remember, that when it is not followed, it also helps. 
These are the lessons that we must move out of the way for and let them figure it out the very same way we did, through trial and error. That is when it is necessary to step aside, and believe in the individuals’ strength, success and power to overcome. It is the only point of view that serves them. 
love every last person in need, those feeling trapped by abuse, their past, addictions, circumstances whatever the case may be but I can no longer feel sorry or bad about this. Feeding energy into that reality will only serve the darkness. From now on, all I can believe in the Godly state of perfection of every human being on this planet. That is my only truth and the only thing that will have a never ending source of power to overcome. 


Oh sisterWhat's wrong with your mind?You used to be so strong and stableMy sisterWhat made you fall from grace?I'm sorry that I was not there to catch youOh sisterThose lines etched in your handsThey're hardened and rough like a road map of sorrowMy sisterThere is a sadness on your faceYou're like a motherless child longing for comfortWhat's running through your veinsThat's causing you such pain?Does it have something to do with the pills they gave to you?What is eating at your soul?Was it the whispering ghosts that left you out in the cold?What have the demons done?With the luminous light that once shined from your eyesWhat makes you feel so aloneIs it the whispering ghostsThat you feared the mostThe blackness in your heart won't last foreverI know it's tearing you apart, but it's a storm you can weather

NAMASTE --THE HIDDEN ONE.

Patience during our awakening

As you delve ever deeper into the true origins of your race, you are realizing that the establishments’ tales of human history are far too limiting and that they are filled with deception, glaring omissions and countless errors. You try to put the real picture together, attempting to decipher the tattered pages of ancient texts and the maps of your great ancestors but so little remains in the written record-a mere whisper of the winds of age. What little survived of the antediluvian record was systematically destroyed by soldiers and masked crusaders, who have been serving the power since so long ago that your contemporary cultures cannot imagine such expanses of time…much less remember them. Consider too, that countless volumes of the most significant material (those of which speak in detail of your true origins of your race and of the extraterrestrial forces that have influenced your development) were sequestered by the Authority and its secret societies, to be hoarded in the vaults of their private collections, far from the eyes of the common people. These things have been quietly passed down over generations from one covert hand to another always far from the public’s line of vision. Many great works of your ancestors are locked away to this very day…for the Power still believes that knowledge of Earths true history is theirs to deny you….Just as they have managed throughout your existence to conceal the truth of their conspiracy to control and suppress the human race, while raving this beautiful planet of all its riches.---- Patricia Cori
But that ends now, as more of more of awaken to the truth locked away in our DNA. We all play a role in this movement and we are doing a good job. Just try to remember to have patience for all that are still in the process of awakening. It does not serve us to yell or come across as nasty because they are not yet aware of what is going on. Remember prior to your awakening, how crazy you thought those “hippies “ “druggies” “believers in aliens” or “conspiracy theorist “ were. Try to remember a time when you would never consider that our own government would kill thousands in a fake terrorist attack, that they would not covertly disperse toxins in the air or want to keep us sick. That they would never purposely use the coffins of dead young Vietnam soldiers to place drugs in the hands of college kids and the streets, or that kids are taught their version of history and only those kids that choose to swallow the pill succeed in life. Just think of back to that time when you didn’t know any better and have patience for all those people that have yet to realize the severity of what is going on.
Remember everyone’s’ timing is their own I myself would not be awake if it had not been for a small grey alien. That little being, that I tried to research only to come across a bunch of garbage about how they were all evil…rather than the truth there is a little everything out there. That little being accelerated my sleeping DNA and changed who I am today. But I think back to that time and I wonder had that not happen to me, how many would get upset with me over my own ignorance. I use that word to say that I wouldn’t know half the things I know now, much less that there is still so much yet to uncover.
HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone….we are doing a fabulous job of bringing heaven to earth….I say goodbye to the third dimension every day….and feel privileged to serve with you all on this intergalactic mission. I am enjoying being human during this life time and cant wait to see this world join their intergalactic family.

Contraditictions

A very wise Pentecostal Pastor once told me “Cyndi, do your research! How can you argue for or against anything, if you aren't even sure about your own stance.” Andrew had no idea that those simple words would one day begin a never ending journey for the truth. I filled in many blanks in those days and later on the rest of the picture was filled in, by meeting a very lovely grey alien whose sole purpose was speeding up my awakening, it was very much like turning on a light switch in a darkened room. I write and share my thoughts with anyone who is willing to listen but in no way want or need for anyone to agree with me. I am simply sharing my thoughts on this topic.

As the radio did an auto search for random music, I heard a woman discuss her life on some sort of Christian radio station. I want to make the distinction and I will explain why in a minute, by pointing this out I am in no way trying to come down or be negative on these beliefs. I myself am a true Christian a CHRIST FOLLOWER not a bible thump-er or follower of what society traditionally considers Christianity to be. I am not against the bible for some and I do mean some of the original teachings are still somewhat intact. Generally speaking there is some good things to be learned when not taken literally and when it is understood how much time and space of each society, have changed its original context.

Anyway I digressed and now back to my story. She had left her husband and was so happy to be finally able to come out and stop lying to others about her true sexuality. I thought good for her that was until she continued her story. This woman ended up at her parent’s house after having left her husband. At her parent’s house however they were able to shove the bibles teachings down her throat and convince her that being gay was ungodly. They convinced her she needed to return home. So this story was about her thanking God and her parents for having seen the light and even said that “an inner voice” told her that she was doing the right thing (if you ask me, it is called brainwashing)

Anyway it got me to thinking, I respect her choice to be miserable by denying who she really is, just to fit into society’s so called more “acceptable expectations” if that is what she so desires however what I don’t agree with is using God or the bible on what should be expected of her.

Now I understand many of you are either pro-gay rights or against them and again these are your choices and feelings and should be respected. I have no issue with any of these things. But what you all should know is that the original Jewish translations did not include anything on the gay life style, you see these things and MANY OTHERS were added later by people who decided for you, how you should live your life and then told you it was UNGODLY for you not to live by what they expected.

For those of you that don’t believe me and consider me an ungodly heretic I invite you to look into and do your research yourself. I invite you to search the Dead Sea Scrolls, Hebrew Scriptures in Jerusalem and Babylonian Talmud’s and other Jewish historical writing. Enlist the help of Roman Catholics, Greek Orthodox and Latin Linguist and or Scholars, look into the Mormon teachings anyone who has ever done studies on Hebrew, Greek and Latin texts. Look into the Biblical Manuscripts and translations, Talmudic materials, research the history, anthropology, etc. It doesn't really matter where you search as long as you look and keep looking…and what you will find is simple. The original Hebrew texts of the Torah- the five books of Moses) had nothing to say on the topic of homosexuality as we know it today.

“The truth is that the texts of Leviticus and Deuteronomy were used by teachers and rabbis of Jewish tradition to condemn homosexuality, by direct order and constant threat from a dominant and controlling Christian government who needed to have the teachings to be PERCEIVED as Jewish interpretations of the text in accordance to their own Christian commentaries and teachings on homosexuality and what they believed (key words being “what they believed” to be sexual perversion.

This period of the condemnation of homosexuals, coincides with similar condemnation edicts against witches, healers, and heretics which began mostly in the 4th to 6th centuries of the common era (CE), which was at least 1500 years after the original texts of Leviticus and Deuteronomy was codified into the Hebrew Torah. This condemnation was largely misplaced and did not represent the actual views of the writers and compilers of either Leviticus or Deuteronomy. ”

Again I am going to say this, our own personal preference should be honored and respected, our views accepted regardless of whether or not they coincide with our own. But I will say this, if one of God’s universal Laws or themes is centered around FREE WILL and non-judgment, then what gives MAN the authority to impose the opposite and claim it as God’s teachings?

The contradictions are just too vast. How can we claim to honor free will and non-judgment while judging and condemning others for being different? In my humble opinion it is almost as asinine as KILLING in the name of GOD. “ Become part of my belief system or burn in hell for eternity! Smiling to myself, can’t help but smile when people claim that one. God is a loving God that will not impose on our free will yet will condemn us to hell for being different or not obeying?! Sometimes I wonder how many of us take the time to really think about those things…

Anyway I honestly do not know if the woman on the radio was even real or a rehearsed actress designed to continue with the brainwashing but if she is I hope she one day makes a choice to live for herself and not others. Staying or not staying is not that point but rather making a choice based on what makes her happy and not what makes others happy.

THE POWER OF SOUND

The power of sound brings about the material world, the concrete universe is composed of the collective sounds of the Vedic alphabet. The fifty sounds of the Vedic Alphabet are composed of fractal geometric patterns that have the power to create every construct process both Nano and Astro in the universe....this means that everything from the smallest creatures to the largest objects are connected by the same universal geometry and the same universal process. 
Christians understand this by this simple phrase "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God" I will do my best to show you all that what you all consider to be different from you, really isn't. We can all claim to be Christian or Jewish, Catholic, Muslim, Pagan-Wiccan or Hindu but that is not who we are only what we choose to identify with at the current time. 
In truth are spirit has no limitations and has been given countless beliefs for which to learn from. Even though it is good to gather together in the name of God, we should try to remember that what we choose to identify with at this time should not divide or define us. It is time to learn that we are all connected WE ARE ALL ONE.

In the Peru desert Ocucaje, Dr. Javier Cabrera discovers 40,000-50,000 rock engravings which show step-by-step a heart transplant and Cesarean section surgery. They also showed dinosaurs and men riding them. These men were shorter and had larger heads than modern man. The tablets detail such complex ideas as astronomy, surgery (heart and kidney transplants), C section, acupuncture, genetic disorders, and more. 

There were descriptions of vehicles which flew through spaces without consuming fuel, descriptions of the lines drawn at Nazca. They described the evacuation of large-headed small-statured race to a planet which would now be in the Pleiades star cluster. These are called the Ica Stones of Peru....

People have tried to say they were fakes and artificially aged.. in the past. However thanks to modern technology called petrography and microscopic examinations we now know that they were carved by very sophisticated instruments and that the oxidation present on these petroglyphs indicate that they were not artificially aged at all. Interestingly these carvings were discovered in 1960 due to a landslide, the river ICA overflowed and the water brought them forward. 

So we are at crossroads now...aren't we? Do we choose to believe the physical evidence...or do we continue to buy hook line and sinker all that we have been taught? Personally I go with what my eyes can see...because clearly there are ancient civilizations that existed WAY BEFORE we have been taught they existed and they were trying to tell us something. I'm listening...are you???

The Invisible heart…. (Series Continued Pt 4)

The Invisible heart…. (Continued)

Her aunt held on to many pressures.  She felt so much guilt over her sister’s melt down.  She harbored secret pain that she never shared with anyone.  She felt extreme guilt over seeing her sister like this and never could accept that her sister had been broken long before her teenage age years would ever take its toll. 

She used to pick up her sister on the wrong side of town and make her visit with this little girl just so she wouldn’t lose sight of her daughter and so that the mother would keep a grip hold on this reality.  But her sister too far gone would hear the imaginary voices screaming at her as the child slept in the back seat.  Silent tears would fall down her aunt’s face as she took on this guilt. 

Her aunt would bury her pain, go shopping do whatever she could to be a good housewife. Perhaps it was the pressure of starting a family too young that would eventually lead to the divorce.  After all being in your early 20s and having two kids while their friends were out rocking out in a band, camping and free to go anywhere that would lead her dear uncle to question his choices or perhaps it was that my aunt buried her burdens within and started to cut her uncle off.  She would shop and incur debt as a means of coping and the pressure would build on for the young man who now had to support two kids had a mortgage and wife depending on him.

Who knows what caused the downfall of the only example she had of a loving relationship… all that the child really knew is that yet again she would be displaced …the divorce was well under way, and that this thing called love was something that everyone chased but never found.

She carried the burden of her sister and her child, she had her own and as her marriage fell apart she buried her pain and did what all women do in these cases THEY GET TOUGH. They hide their heart behind their pride.  Bury their pain deep and find a way to cope.  That is exactly what my aunt did. She stowed her heart in a box, feigned interest in another man and gave my uncle the impression that he was replaceable. But the truth is he will always be her soul mate and the love of her life. The pain that would follow in the subsequent years comes from knowing that two wrongs will never make right, and that pride is not a replacement for love.

In the interim the mother took in her surroundings she began to realize that the only way out of this hospital was to pretend to be fine. You see the mother may have wanted to lose herself but there was one little powerful soul holding her back.  This is exactly while this little girl chose this woman to be her mother.  She knew she would be the anchor that would keep the mother from having to repeat the vicious karmic cycle.  In time perhaps she would go to resent this little girl but right now this child was only her only link to this world and she decided to cling to her for dear life.  She would use this little girl as her reason to come back, and with a determination she found god only know where she did just that. 

She told the doctors just what they wanted to hear, agreed to take whatever medication they threw at her and she pretended not to hear the voices in her head. She did everything that needed to be done in order to be there for her daughters.  I say daughters because her sister was in need and since she had a hand in raising her she realized that she needed to be there for her sister as well as her own child.  So she got herself out of this place just in time to be there for everyone else. Perhaps it was what she needed to take her mind off of her own pain.

  

SIDE NOTE: It has been a while since I had written about my childhood.  You could say that I took a break from it because I needed to make sure I had dealt with all the trauma of growing up and being an  A.C.O.D.E (Adult Child of Dysfunctional Earthlings) My story is very real and made me who I am today.  But it was not until I awakened and discovered who I was that my whole life changed.  

For those of you looking to pick up the story where it left off the series is called THE INVISIBLE HEART.  It is in fact my own Invisible Heart.

For my twin...

I am doing my best to find balance within our opposing polarities because beyond my love for you and I, exists a love for humanity most can not grasp. Our polarities become volatile at times because we are adjusting towards a neutral stance. Hidden beyond our reverse polarities exists a force of love and hate so powerful we can either destroy or create new worlds. Should we achieve this balance, the world loses it's stance as individuals and gains love for each other as one Christ Consciousness.

It is not only difficult to watch our egos die, beyond our pride in who we are as whole beings we must transcend the illusion of our dual nature and give birth to a new understanding as one. You refuse to let go even when I run because you also understand our mission and promise to each other. For only you can have the matching strength to contend with my every weakness. I match your every move toe to toe because I am in fact your reflection. You should know that the reason I love you so much, is because I love myself. You however can only fully understand your love for me when you yourself see the perfection and unconditional love within yourself.

Within you, you hold something I have yet to experience in this life time, but have known beyond time and space, the love of the cosmic mother. I agreed to come to this world not only to help humanity but to remind you of your divinity. I spent my life searching for you, just to remind you that you are worthy and whole and perfect within yourself.  You are a KING among men.  Within me beats the heart of the cosmic father.  However in this world I am a Queen among women. But in reality, we are part of the original blue print of the divine, we are ONE.

LOVE your other half ...THE HIDDEN ONE...

ONE... We are One

Even in my angriest moments, I stop 

and take comfort within the deafening silence

to send my love and light through the God mind...

Within seconds you respond

your voice states my thoughts out loud

taking even me by surprise.

The lines separating us from 

the illusion of our duality are blurring, 

disappearing and becoming intertwined.

I find myself redirecting my soul 

towards a heavenly path far beyond 

my own human condition.

Without a second thought

 my heart took over my mind

I willingly surrendered it all...

eternally thankful for the day
your world collided into mine

the day you and I became one.

Hate and Love....Inspired by a song...

 

 

I am often asked by you all, 'what do I know about twin flames?'  In fact, many of you all approach me thinking that I am your twin flame but as I often tell  you all, alas I am not, you will find yours I promise, but only when the time is right.   

Enjoy your life discover who you are and fall in love with yourself first.   Enjoy every lesson you have to learn...for it is the completed version of you, complete with all life's scars that your twin will fall in love with.

Twin Flames are polar opposites of each other..Ying and Yang..the exact counterpart of the other....this is not for soul mates...no you all are alike and have beautiful lessons and relationships .. you have hundreds even thousands of them.... any where you look you will find this.

No this is for us, that were cut from the same cloth...and make up each other on opposite ends of the spectrum....one and the same... We are sunshine and rain.... We are the beauty that is found between love and hate... we are both sound and silence...Unconditionally Complete....Unconditionally belonging to each other.

You see only when both the sunshine and rain unite, can what is always been there be seen... Only within the sun and water, heaven and earth, both the opposite and the same... Can we see the rainbow...It is the symbol of promise, God's promise...the symbol of Hope...only polar opposites can erase the illusion of duality and show you all that they are one and the same thing. 

All  Rainbow looks just like a bridge which link both the heavens and the matter below.  It is the bridge where the opposite ends of the spectrum meet and create something totally new and unexpected for all to see.  "The Rainbow is the result, or manifestation, of the union of Sun-light (Super-conscious illumination and enlightenment) with Water (the Great  Sub-Conscious and the Mysterious Unknown)."  Here and only here, Can 1+ 1=3. 

To my own twin, I want you to know that I LOVE YOU always even when I seem to be mad at you (hahaha).... I will be forever changed by you.  I will no longer be capable of being a tourniquet, even in our most heated battles and struggles of our collapsing polarities.  I will have to learn to let go because I will never want to change you, nor do I wish to control you.  The beauty of us is that we are free to be everything complete and whole both ugly and beautiful no filters and in complete transparency we are complete without each other but together we are something so far beyond the limitations of this world.  

Most of all I want you to know, that no matter where you are, I will be there waiting in between the sunshine and rain..between heaven and earth that both our sun and moon signs create.   For I am the sunshine and the rain  and you are the air and the earth, together we are the totality of each other, serving as the bridge to heaven that only we can create.  

Please find me soon baby..... I love you because you are me and for once in my life I mean that unconditionally. May my words find you, like a beacon signaling you home. 

 

This video below is dedicated to all the twin flames...click the link  enjoy, for my words were inspired by this song....

http://youtu.be/-ZN2gBbDpC0